I’m finding a little bit of purpose to be here, on Tumblr and to be alive.

Helping people.

I have people coming to my ask ( I just don’t publish them to keep their secrets safe) and asking for my help and venting to me.

and it turns out I’m actually damn good at helping (so I’m told)

It makes me feel so good to help someone choose life or choose to eat, or convince someone to put their razor down, and even deal with the loss of someone close to them.

Probably because I’ve been through all these things and I still deal with them now.

It gives me a sense of purpose and a feeling of actually doing something. and to see that I can help peoples lives is the best thing in the world.

So if you have any problem any problem at all, I’m here for you. Just fill my ask with whatever you need, if you aren’t on anon I wont publish it unless you tell me I can. I’ll answer anyone anon or not and help you a quickly and to the best of my ability 

Trust me, I’m here to help you all you have to do is ask.

thank you for reminding me all the things i still havent done

I still dont drive

i still dont have a ged or diploma

i still dont have a job

I still dont know what the fuck im doing

im still poor ugly and broke

fuck you.

now i remember why I put a due date on my life.

5/28/12

fuck thats coming up.

if i dont maake any sort of progress i guess its bye bye for me